well im beauty. im 15. and idk alot of things are going wrong for me, and i dont want to tell anyone cuz of how they might judge me upon the other "normal" kids. idk,i'm exactly a "self-harmer" just more of a person who will do it on SUPER depressed days. i've only tryed to kill myself once,which now that i look back was a real shitty way. idk. i just need good advice or sumthin. it sucks not having anyone who TRUELY understands. and i guess this is why i joined this community to find someone who can maybe sorta or realate to this and help me.